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Saturday, May 19, 2012

Allah will never forsake His slave who turns to Him in repentance


Have you ever felt so lost from the right path, that you feel so empty inside.. Such  a deep hole inside, that sometimes, you feel like you're drowning in the sea. Such dead silence. Such darkness. You reach out your hand, but there's no one there to grab it. You see a glimpse of light, but it's so far away.. So far away..

Or you're deep in the forest, astray from the straight path. So lost.. So alone.. With no idea how to get back or how to keep going on. You want to get to the right path so badly, but you keep finding the wrong ways. Deliberately maybe? You can't keep your head together to achieve it and keep making mistakes. Where is the right path? You can see it, but you can't get there. It seems so far away.. So far away..

Recently, I read a book : I want to repent, but...




Took me awhile to finish it even though it's not that thick. It's just 66 pages long. But it's a really wonderful book(Thank you Dahiyah~)

For those of you who feel lost, you want to repent, but there's a lot on your mind, you should get your hands on this book. It will help clear your head a little bit. C=

It even includes some important fatawa about repentance. I like how the author shares stories related to the subject. Out of all, there is one in particular, my favourite one that I will share with you. I take no credit from it. It belongs to the author : Muhammad Salih al-Munajjid.

It's about a boy that is cared and loved so much by his father. But one day he is captured by an enemy while he was running an errand. However, on the day of his execution, he managed to run away to his home and back to his father's arms. But the enemy caught up with him and tried to snatch him from his father's arms.

Do you think the father will let them take his child? He will even risk his own life to protect his child.

In comparison, what then do you think of Allah, the One more merciful towards His slaves more than any father or mother in this world, or any other world? How do you think Allah will respond, when His slave flees from his enemies(past sins, people involved with the sins) and begs for Allah's refuge?

Take a step one foot at a time, as long as it is moving forward. I'm on my way myself. Sometimes backwards too. But keep on trying, as Allah will always be there with you all the way. All the way. =)

 


Monday, April 16, 2012

I don't agree with YOLO.


Have any of you heard of YOLO? I heard it before but did not know what it meant. Not untill a few days ago.

For those of you who don't know, it means : You Only Live Once.

I don't know who started the phenomenon but it kind of means live your life to the fullest and things like that.

When I first knew what it meant, I immediately disagree. Why? The statement.

For the people who believe in the beautiful religion of Islam, one of the things that we believe is the hereafter. The eternal life after death.

Hence, that means we will be reborn. Not exactly reborn, but we'll be bring back to life. No, not like zombies, but like humans. We DON'T live only once.

So, to some of us who is not fortunate enough to marry, or fall in love, or try something we've always wanted, don't despair. If the life of the everlasting gardens is for you, then you will be able to do all of the things that you want, even the ones forbidden before.

So, instead of trying to try everything, even the ones causing the anger of Allah just because of this YOLO thing, why don't we all try our best to seize a place in Jannah? The place where we can be truly happy?

So, my brothers and sisters, especially sisters, don't worry if things don't go your way, or if you think the way of Islam is too restrictive. Allah will place His beloved ones in the place He made specially in the most spectacular way possible for them to live forever, FOREVER compared to this little pleasure on Earth.

Eternal pleasure. Eternal happiness. No worries. No discrimination. No injustice.

You DON'T only live once. But we get to choose, for the second life, to either be eternally happy, or eternally doomed.

Pray for us so that we will be included with the ones Allah choose to be part of His paradise.


(^.^)

Monday, April 2, 2012

Is seeing always believing?


Just because we can't see something doesn't mean it's not real.
Just because we can see something doesn't mean it's real.

The first line is fairly common now. With our naked eyes, we cannot see wind, bacteria, and most of all, God. However, they really do exist.

But the second line? If we can see it, it must be real, right?

Well, think about it. We can see virtual characters, money. But they are not real. They're not REAL money. Not REAL people.

People see what they want to see. People believe what they want to believe.

The past and the future is also considered as invisible, or 'ghaib'.

Who's to say that something really did happen, or actually did not happen at all?

What if some are actually the result of a person's imagination. And just because it was documented, does it make it real?

I really don't understand atheists. They choose not to believe, not to be bound by rules. But they listen to the law?


They refuse to see, closing their eyes and ears to the truth. Blind and deaf.

People say, that a lot of scientists are atheists. They believe in science, not religion.

You wanna know what I think? I believe that science is merely a way of understanding and interpreting God's laws and ways, sunnatullah. That's what i think.

Allah know best.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Judging eyes.


Let Allah be the judge of me.
Let the angels on my shoulder judge me.
Let the prophet Muhammad PBUH judge me.
Let the weighing scale Mizan of the Judgement day judge me.
Let me judge me.
I can correct me.

You judge you.
You can correct you.

I am no perfect person.

Nobody is.

Let Allah judge me, and have pity on my soul.

May Allah forgive my wrong deeds, and all of ours.
May Allah forgive us.


Friday, February 24, 2012

Ujian Allah menimpa sesiapa pun dalam pelbagai bentuk.





Allah Ar-Rahman Ar-Rahim. Tawakkal. Sesungguhnya Allah pasti tahu dan akan memberi apa yang kita perlukan, bukan mahukan. Dengan izin-Nya, ganjaran besar milikmu. =')

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Berani Mati


Tajuk teater KK12 tahun ni. Macam menarik kan?

Tag line dia : Kekalahan yang paling celaka adalah berputus asa (lebih kurang macam ni kalau tak silap)

Wah, macam dah semangat! Tapi kalau nak simpulkan.. Kecewa sikit. Baru nak bangga sikit dari kolej 12 =.= Tak baik sungguh.

Tapi, tajuk tu sendiri tak nampak pun dalam cerita tu? Kata berani mati, tapi watak dalam cerita tu semua menunjukkan yang diaorang takut nak mati.

Cerita ni boleh buat orang salah faham pada konsep jihad yang sebenar, salah faham pada semangat tentera Islam yang sebenar.

Umat Islam kat Palestin tu tak takut pun mati. Sedangkan syahid di sisi agama tu kan kejayaan bagi seorang muslim?

Menurut Firman Allah yang bermaksud :

Wahai orang beriman!
Mengapa kamu, apabila dikatakan kepada kamu : "Pergilah beramai-ramai untuk berperang pada jalan Allah" , kamu merasa keberatan (dan suka tinggal menikmati kesenangan) di tempat (masing-masing)?
Adakah kamu lebih suka dengan kehidupan dunia daripada akhirat?
(Kesukaan kamu itu salah) kerana kesenangan hidup di dunia ini amat sedikit berbanding dengan (kesenangan hidup) di akhirat kelak.

Surah Al-Tawbah ayat 38

Berperang, laung "Allahuakbar" tapi tak merebut peluang untuk syurga dan terlepas seksaan kubur?

Bukan apa, cuma kita tak nak orang salah faham pada tentera Islam dan semangat jihad tu.

Moral daripada cerita ini banyak kepada "Janganlah kita...." daripada "Kita haruslah..."

Sedih bila keluar, dengar orang cakap
"Sia-sia je datang, membazir masa aku."
"Tak macam teater pun, macam Senario lagi ada."

Kalau terlibat lah dalam krew tahun ni, sedih sangat usaha macam ni hasilnya.

Kita lebih nak orang ingat pada kasih sayang Allah yang luas tak terhingga, bukan pada orang yang tak ingat hakikat ni.

Daripada Ar Rusydan PMIUM,(buletin ya,bukan orang)

Sebuah hadis Kudsi daripada Muaz bin Jabal r.a, bermaksud:

"Hamba-Ku telah berlaku tidak adil terhadap diriku. Dia meminta kepada-Ku, tetapi aku malu untuk tidak mengabulkan keinginannya. Padahal dia tidak pernah malu bermaksiat kepada-Ku"

Yang ni tak ada kaitan dengan yang atas, tapi cuma nak kongsi. Tersentuh dengan hadis ni. Sedangkan Allah masih ingat pada kita walaupun kita tak ingat pada Dia.
Kita mintak macam-macaam, ni nak, tu nak, nak suami soleh, nak result bagus, nak biasiswa, macam-macam lah. Allah malu untuk tak tunaikan. Tapi, macamana kita balas?

Bukan yang menulis ni sempurna. Kebanyakan kata-kata ni ditujukan pada tuan punya badan. Tapi nak diajak untuk sama-sama berfikir.

Allah sayaaaang pada kita. Bila kita lupa Allah, Dia berikan jalan untuk kembali pada Dia. Biarpun berkali-kali, Allah akan sentiasa ada untuk kita kembali mengingati-Nya.

Walaupun semua orang tak faham, semua orang tak peduli. Allah faham, Allah peduli. Dia ada. Sentiasa. Tidak pernah dan tidak akan hilang. =')

Tuesday, February 7, 2012